Monday, March 19, 2012

Crows are quite annoying beings

I still believe that the 10 y.o. still looks down at me , and despise everything he he's looking at.
I assume he's sad , depressed and certainly upset but...
But as long as he doesn't cry , things an be ok , there must be a turning back , there must be a way.
As long as he keeps smiling there still must be hope.
There has to be.

Coz now I've got a girlfriend that I don't even manage to fill with happiness ; I've got friends I'm so far away I can't even take them into my arms when thing go wrong ; I've got studies I don't even like ; I'm still so weak at go after hundreds of hours studying . I've got a beautiful life I can't even benefit from.

But still , if there's something I'm certain about this whole mess ; something that has never changed and will never

I'm a fu**ing idealist



Are things really gonna be ok ? Can you promise me once more ?

1 comment:

Nathan said...

As long as you're here, there's nothing to be afraid of. You just built your own path under the sun without even noticing it.
Take a big breath, open your eyes and you'll see that as shitty as it sounds, life's still something to take benefit from.
That's a matter of choice.